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Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 16:45:17 GMT

hey hey hey!!

TRACK anyone..fun stuff..we run a lot..abbey espy/me/some ROTC girl//are the only distance girls we have..we need 4 to do the relays..oh well..seth guzman..lol..what a cutie..lol.. i love him..he can FLY!!! omg hes amazing!!!

new subject::

i need to go to the tanning bed..im so white..i feel like an albino person//pshh

well im gonna go!! bye dolls

love.carley!!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 18:46:05 GMT

hey everyone!!!

of course i like you
its because i like you that i dont
want to be with you. its a
complicated emotio..and im just as confused as you are..

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderfull
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be loves suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
-Edwin Mcain I'll Be

YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL
… just not all at once ..<33

bye everyone..

love.carley!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 20:32:00 GMT

a [ p e r s o n ] can `
apologize endlessly, and even if ` y O u '
` f O r G i V e 'em sometimes you cant forget
the p a i n they've caused you..

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know someone is afraid to lose you.

h0la EvEry0nE..i wEnt t0 thE lavErgnE/smynra baskEtball gamE last night..it was a blast..mE and m0rgan wErE hanging 0ut like 0ld timEs again..and wE kEpt playing that bEl0w thE bElt if y0u l00k y0u gEt hit gamE 0r whatEvEr its callEd and//i r0ck..shE sucks!!l0gan kEpt gEtting mE!!..i will gEt him 0n m0nday..EvEry0nE just wait and sEE..wEll i havE t0 g0..i nEEd t0 gEt rEady f0r a baskEtball gamE..champi0nship..wh00p wh00p//wEll latEr pE0plE!!

l0vE.carlEy!!

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 23:42:17 GMT

those scars on her arm? those are reminders to her
of how many times she's fucked up.

don't tell me 'the sky's the limit' when there are footprints on the moon

friends ask you why your crying but,
best-friends already have the shovel to bury the
asshole that made you cry .

we dont need drugs....we're already
n a t u r a l l y r e t a r d e d

near the door
he paused to stand
as he took his class ring
off her hand
all who were watching
did not speak
as a silent tear
ran down his cheek
and through his mind
the memories ran
of the moments they walked
and ran in the sand (hand and hand)
but now her eyes were so terribly cold
for he would never again
have her to hold
they watched in silence
and he bent near
and whispered the words...
"i love you" in her ear
he touched her face and started to cry
as he put on his ring and wanted to die
and just then the wind began to blow
as they lowered her casket
into the snow...
this is what happens
to a man alive...
when friends let friends...
drink and drive.

love.carley!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:32:18 GMT

hey everyone!! so..it sucks..i have been grounded!! i got grounded on like the 8th and i am still grounded...for two reasons..1*i got a D on my report card in math..which was really an F..but since i am in an honors plus class i got 5 points added to it...reason number 2* is because i said da*n wh*re and b*tch..lol..at school..i didnt even say b*tch..i said biznatch..but the teacher said it sitll counted as a cuss word..and i got 3 paddles or 3 days of ISS...for those of you who dont know what ISS is..its in school suspension..we sit in a room and do nothing all say..but yet really freakin bored...i took the paddling..it didnt hurt..if you have even been whipped with a belt..thats what it felt like..pshh..i was so mas though..and then 2 girls were drinking alchohol mixed with Dr. Pepper at school..and they got caught..th4ey got sent to the office..and you know what they said..we didnt know it was alchohol a friend gave it to us..they knew damn well what it was..and you kow what they got..a warning..the principal just tokd them not to drink at school anymore..the police officer even gave the the breathing into a tube to check for alchohol test..lol..and they tessted posotive..then they ewre both crying..if i hadnt been having a good day i probably would have told them what i thought about them and told them to shut the hell up..but its whatever..lol

anyways...my best friend turned 18 on tuesday..or monday..i cant remember..he is an amazing guy and i love him to death..MATT..but it sucks he will be gone next year..and i am illegal to him..pshh..just my luck!! well people i have gotta go..and straighten my hair for school..bye loves..no quotes!

love.carley!

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 23:41:24 GMT

i don't want anybody else to get the chance to realize how amazing you are.

ii WANNA HATE YOU [[so bad ]]

I'm giving up on love
cuz loves given up on me

sometimes he says things
that he doesnt even know
are HURTING her

Love is a word that gets thrown around a lot,
&& when I say it, I wanna mean it.

i have a habit of falling too hard &&
falling too fast && getting my hopes
up for something i know won't last

man..no good quotes..sorry guys..deal with it..i do..and yepp..my life..it seems good to some people..but when you cant trust anyone..its hard

love.carley!

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 01:28:25 GMT

&& i was not the answer, so forget you ever thought it was me

I'm getting married to the stereo because

I know that the stereo won't break my heart

or cheat on me. And if he dies, all I need is

a few more batteries.

That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord,"

and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the

dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that

you believe and are justified, and it is with your

mouth that you confess and are saved. Romans 10:8-10

hey everyone..well lets see..school is gay..i have to take those gay exams..yuck//boring..and they are hard as sKit....umm...idk about my love life or whatever..pshh..it all retarded and i never get what i want..no matter how hard i try///but i am doing someone a big favor...when i dont owe them sKit..i am thinking about their feelings before i think about whatever mine are..and as bad as it may suck..i am going to try and deal with it...hmm..

not any good quotes..deal with it..

love.carley!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 07:49:32 GMT

not too happy..enough has been said..i just cant trust anyone anymore..i thought i could again..after so long..but nope..

__just when you're about to give it all up
remember why you held on for so long

(())(()) Who knows why she acts that way,
Maybe its because shes lonely
each and every day.
Shes been without support,
And is in need of love,

... JUST CUT YOURSELF LiKE CHEAP COUPONS && SAY
`- - - - -Â» DEATH WAS ON SALE.

** someone once told me
to trust in people.
then he turned around
and walked out of my life
forever

--//**Don't cut; it'll only make things worse

+You know we're not that different you and I.....we both have hidden secrets under our sleeves

^^Youre talking to a girl who has had her heart broken,
cried for continuous hours, yelled and screamed for
help. a girl who turned her back on the world ..and a
girl who did nothing but care about someone
who couldnt do the same

love..carley

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 16:53:25 GMT

o1. I'll spend my whole day getting ready,
T r y i n g to make myself look beautiful
So that you'll fall in love with me...
But I wont be surprised if you don't even notice me.

o2. To see you suffering,
My God,
I think it's killing me.

o3. she`s breaking down.
&& only HE can save her.

o4. now the sky is turning blue
the stars they disappear
one by one as the daylights nears
and yes you're in my head
but that doesn't make you here

o5. Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by.

o6. I LIKE DEAD END SIGNS
they're kind,
they at least have the decency to let you know
you're going no where

o7. he looked at me and said,
"do you ever feel like you're working for something
you're never going to get. you shoot and miss kind of deal..
like, no matter what you can't have it, but that makes you
fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second and replied,
"everyday..."

o8. A best friend is someone you can call in the middle of the night and tell them you killed someone and they would say where should we hide the body <3

o9. When you can't bear to carry me I'll fight. You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky
-Something Corporate

1o. Dry your eyes. clear your mind. you gotta take it one day at a time. dust off your heart. take it off the shelf. you gotta remember to love yourself.

11. If you're missing I will run away
cause I find myself in you
-Something Corporate

12. i guess i never thought
anyone would ever make
me smile, laugh and capture
my heart as fast as you have.

13. so you made her cry; she`ll get over it
so you told her a lie; she won`t find out
so she saw you with that one girl; no big
deal - you only shattered her heart. <\3

14. i hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it.

15. you wanna see how much i love you?
go outside when its raining
and catch drops on your tounge
the ones you catch are how much you love me
the ones you miss is how much i love you

16. i want a guy that will make me happy,
someone that will make me smile
when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally,
i want someone that will have my friends say to one another ..
"shes happy again"

17. & you said
i know that this will hurt
but if i dont break your heart
then things will
only get alot worse.

18. did you know when you were holding me
that you were going let me go?
&& did you know i was falling hard for you?
i thought you were the one. were you only having fun?
how could you make a girl feel that way
while you never felt a thing?
why did you do that to me?
&& how can you keep your heart set on freeze?
i don't understand it yet. im still trying to catch my breath
when did you know we weren't looking at forever?
how could we be so close && still not be together?
every dream i believed
has now come down to just one question:
when did you know it wasn't love?
when did you know it wasn't me?

19. i can't promise that i can
solve all your problems
but i can promise that you
won't have to go through them alone.

2o. You can't stay mad at
someone who makes you laugh.

21. All I want to be is a girl falling
asleep in a boys arms and not caring
about anything else in the world,
except how I feel right there
with him.

22. PROMiSE you wont forget me
even when I'm 100
--- Â»Â» Winnie The Pooh

23. a new fantastic point of view. no one
to tell us no. or where to go. or say
we`re only dreaming.

24. i got your love letters.
corrected the grammar and sent them.
back it's true. romance is dead,
i shot it in the chest, then in the head. - Fall Out Boy

25. && this bittersweet goodbye
had changed my life completely.

26. at some point you have to realize that
he doesn`t care.
&& you could be missing out
on someone who actually does.

27. You can sit there and be laughing at someone
&& only your best friends know exactly what it's about

28. Just because you're leaving Â»
doesn't mean i'm letting go.

29. the times i push you away
is when i need you the most.

3o. â€œiâ€™m readyâ€¦ cause i know what iâ€™m fighting for this timeâ€ //CinderellaMan

31. people say that you're
going the wrong way
when it's simply
a way of your own

32. && in the end i want to be standing
at the beginning with you

33. The freshman girl,
Oh so shy,
sits an watches the sophomore guy.
The sophomore guy,
With his head in a whirl,
Sits and watches the junior gurl.
The junior gurl,
In her red sedan,
Sits and watches the senior man.
But the senior man, all hot and wild,
Secretly loves the freshman child

34. Whoever said sunshine brings happiness
obviously has never danced in the rain.

35. ex boyfriends -_`
are like an old pair of shoes, you know that
you don't need them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them..

36. ME & YOU ..
it`s just something i want for the
REST OF MY LIFE

37. who are you now?
are you still the same
or did you change somehow?
what do you do at this very
moment when i think of you?
and when i'm looking back
how we were young & stupid
do you remember that?

38. Stupid mistakes
`cause heartbreaks. </3

39. i'm sorry that i fucked things up ;
& i'm sorry that sorry is never enough.

4o. i want to cry, really i do. But i guess
i donâ€™t want to give you the satisfaction
of knowing that youâ€™re hurting me.

41. And wisdom always chooses
These black eyes and these bruises
Over the heartache that they say
Never completely goes away

42. the tears take control ; it's addicting ; but she
hides them & tells herself it'll be ok ; but that's the
part that hurts the most ; it's a lie ; all of it was ;
everything was ; the taste of tears is sadly not
new to her

43. & of course only you could
find a way to hurt me after I'd already moved on

44. your eyes still give me a reason to breathe
& midnight conversations still mean
EVERYTHING to me.

45. lets go dancing
&& fall in love.
&& break eachothers hearts
with a tragic goodbye,
&& then - tomorrow we can do it all again.

46. & there's this emptiness inside
her she'd do anything to fill.

47. & that girl that seems like nothing,
is going to have it all someday.

48. look how pretty she is when she
falls down. & there's no beauty
in bleeding mascara.
lips are quivering like a withering
rose. she's back again. //ATREYU

49. most people become who
they promised themselves
they would never be

5o. she was beautiful.
she had everything & more.

51. & he acts like he doesn't care ;;
but we all know he's falling apart
[ without her beautiuful smile. <3 ]

52. the bad thing about a girl with a broken heart
is that she starts to hand out the pieces
to anyone who comes around.

53. it's eating at me like cancer
& i need to know the answer ;;
it's simply [yes] or [no]
should i love you or just let you go

54. "i'm allergic to fabric softner; i majored in comparative literature at Brown. I hate anchovies & i think i'd miss you even if we'd never met"
-- The Wedding Date.

55. Love is an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt // Bright Eyes

** well everone..im am on my way to mississippi right now..i dont want to go becuae my cousin will be there..and well no one likes her..Lol..its true..but i guess thats all ive gotta say..oh and SORRY about the quotes..you can barely read some of them..but freakin TRY!!Lol...anyways...austin//you're a loser..and youre stubborn..but thats why we get along..haha..just thought id let you kow..well everyone leave me comments!!! [bye]

E> CARley

www.myspace.com/carley_alicia

AHH>>> pictures!!

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 16:10:42 GMT

EVALYN!! my bestest friend ever!! what would i do without you???

haha..dont ask..i found a camera at 3am!

really..dont fall for this!!!

me and maggie..@ my house for a PAR-TAY!! ignore the tan lines and the sunburnt faces..Lol..we had soccer camp 8 hours a day..all week!! (those were the old days)

ahh...FANTABULOUS!!!=]

what a DORK!!Lol..my lovely TWIN sister!![bye]

**well..i hope you enjoyed those pics as much as i did!!Lol..things are ok..love you guys//SANTAS COMING!!~~SANTAS COMING!!~~

E> CARley